Sang Saka Biru

Hello

In this entry I would love to share a song that being stuck in my mind and I played the song every morning while 'battling' to bath my twins melon...you know, to enhance spirit.

I tried share the video box directly but failed so here I am sharing the link. Kindly click.

Its a theme movie for Polis Evo 2...I personally not fond much over the movies but this song hooked me big time. Loving it.

Love the way Sona One said 'woi'. 😍


SANG SAKA BIRU

New life and melons ♥

Assalamualaikum ♥

Entering 2019 wity mixed emotion and feeling and yeaaah I wasn't all that focus on 1st jan 2019 since I was hospitalized and in pain. Lol...what a way to start a year.

Happy new year ( although its late )

Often we have several things change in life in each such as last year, I became someone wife and this year, I become a mother. Not one but two... Phewwhh. My twins are safely born alhamdulillah but instead of becoming 2019 babies, they born earlier. So 2018 babies that is.

I called them melons as they already so round and cute and adorable like melons since in the womb. Hahaha.. the other nickname for them is cuttlefishball and crabmeatball... I am strange mother.

My melons born approximately 1.16am on 26th December ...the second melon followed by 15minutes later. So I officially become a mother that night, a day after christmas ( dramatic song echoed )

How was the journey of giving birth?
Let me summarize it as if I am telling in detail, this entry will be too long to read.
The pain is indescribable... But the closer one is feel like your body being cut into two. It was sooooo painful. My water broke 12 hours earlier for first twin hence they had no choice but to induce me 12 hours later when the pain started.

From my bed, I could hear other woman scream as well...various type of scream and it doesn't really make me feel better. Hahahaha... When the doctors came to me and start all the procedures, only Allah knows.

To make it short... The journey ended three hours after that. Losing so much blood and unable to stand up, husband still not arrived ( he was away ) and I was all alone, feeling numb, pain and hungry...thirsty to the maximum limit. Luckily nurse gave me chocolate drink. I drfited sleep inside labour room.

An hour later, my husband came and apologized. It wasnt his fault, the festive season makes all bus ticket sold out. He tried his best though. .

I am still in pain and they tranferred me to postnatal ward. When my husband ask me what I want...I only think of milo drink. My throat dried and all I felt was super thirsty as if all liquid inside my body gone. He ran to get me some....

Bubibubi melons♥

I only meet my baby three days later. They have been warded at Nicu ( 2nd baby for further checkup due to crying late as soon as being pulled from my tummy ) and SCN (to check for glucose as I am diabetic mother )...while in postnatal, I was having blood tranfusion too because my hb dropped drastically to 6.6....

It was one experience which I won't forget easily...
Will write more later okay. Someone is crying now. Oh goshhhh~