Allah plan is always better

Salam ♥

Today, I was supposed to have my regular blood test checkup for my bsp diabetes ( while pregnancy a.k.a gdm ) and I arrived at the clinic quite early.

Its because last night my husband went to his company party so I slept over at my friend house to chit chat etc and he fetch me early in the morning before drop me to the clinic. It was too early but nevermind, I don't mind waiting.

Sadly and unlucky today ( Tuesday ) wasn't supposed to be a blood test day as the system have change from tue/thur to mon/wed. Hence the nurse apologized and ask if I can change to tomorrow and again, I don't mind and not even feel annoyed or mad. I seriously feel ok with that. Alhamdulillah.

Then , since I already fast and forbid myself from eat and drink since 10pm previous night, I was so hungry so I decided to go for breakfast in front clinic (lorry stall ) as their breakfast is sooooo yummy and I love it. Somehow I don't really have much money left in my wallet but put aside, I can used final emergency money Rm10 which I slit behind my phone case and just eat.

Oh for those who wondering where is my husband, he went back home and sleep so I drove alone. Haha.. nevermind. Plus he looked so tired.

Back to the breakfast story. Since all tables are occupy, I encourage myself to ask one couple to join them at their table as they have two empty spot left. They invited me to sit with them and we start chit chatting while eating.

Fast forward, so the husband is a general manager for a vendor company that handle MAS Cargo airlines and I told him that I am also have safety officer background (way of promoting myself to the stranger 😂)...and to my next surprise is he impress with my what I have and he interested in offering a job to me ( at least to try insyaAllah ) after I give birth and finish my confinement if I'm still interested in finding job.

I was so overwhelmed for having this chances because its quite tough to find a job and I tried so haed yet none seems to come my way. He said he have two empty spot and he can save one for me because its a backup staff spot. No matter what, I already feel so much grateful I don't know how to express it.

His wife also encourage me to try and they both really kind to me. 😢😢

Lastly, they even pay for my food and bid goodbye after gave me business card just in case for contact purpose. I was so touched.

Allah helped me.
What did I do to deserve this 😢
Its not yet a job but an opportunity for job is already consider as huge enough for me.
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

Thank you Allah.

I don't know what kind of plan He write for me as I still have the part in me wanted to just do 'job at home' so I can watch over my babies but nevertheless, only Allah knows whats best for me.

I will ask Allah ♥

So guys, do pray for me in this matter as well as birthing part. Counting days and clock keep on ticking. Hope I can deliver my twins safely.

Alhamdulillah for everything ya Allah.

Grammar prisoner to grammar police

Hallo everyone and assalamualaikum to muslim friend.

I am truly grateful to have my blog viewed and read by you. Although my readers are just tiny numbers of people but I am truly blessed and happy. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.

Smile~

To those who read my blog and a native english speaker, I would like to apologize for my awakward english. I know to some people, bad grammar can cause headache. Its understandable. I will definitely learn more and more and more. It's nothing to worry about. Plus, self improvement is a key to success. Hence, that's what I'm doing. To improve myself endlessly!

I remember back then when I'm still active doing some fanfiction writing to post at the forum, someone personal message me. That time, I was 23 years old and she was 13 years old. She told me her eyes sore due to my super bad grammar and weakness in sentence structure. However she said she loves my storyline and plot. I was like.... quite shock upon received her confession like that and it took me several days to finally accept that and replied back to her. She's a good girl and at least she doesn't fired me with harsh word although it still broke my heart but hey she was speaking the truth. Because of what she did, I did improve my writing afterward.

I forgot her name, plus her forum username was nothing close to her real name. And I even forgot her username. Sorry for my old people memory ability. lol. The girl, she offered to beta-ed my story before I published it online. She will marked my chapter by underline with red font and even repaired all the missing part or awkward sentence. She would emphasize my mistake and explained to me which part shouldn't be use or which sentence should be change. Wow, sounds like an english teacher right? Because of her, I improved. At least I started to be extra alert on certain things.

If she ever read this, I seriously want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart.


It's been 6 years since the last time I actually wrote a stories/fanfiction hence my skills and idea are quite rotten to be honest. But since I am no longer working, I've decided to fully do writing stuff to survive and earn a living. Wish me luck. So much room for improvement, so many skills need to be sharpen.

Just a random kitty picture. LOL.... because I love to paste a picture to my writing entry. Ohh... my ambition still going strong. To become a pilot! Yes I'm a pilot to be hence its my first aim.
Writing is also my passion.... and there's no time to waste. Enjoy the journey and let's fasten the seatbelt.




~mokomira~

I lost my job but I gain life

One door is close... Plenty of doors are opening ~~


6 years ago, my young ambition side of me received an offer to work with that company. How does it felt? ...overwhelmed.
I seek for the job like maniac until I almost lost my hope. But I didnt....alhamdulillah.

Allah gave me the chances when I thought I didn't deserve any. Road chosen, life changing.

And I started working.

It was tough, it was hard. I cried everytime I feel like my body was unable to take more pressure. Its a tough job because it required me to carry, lift and handle huge and heavy luggage. Imagine the strength challenge. Being so weak ever since I was little, it was double hard for me.

But I stand still...because of my amnition, dream and I am not a quitter. Nope.

Fast forward....so many things happen and I am so blessed with all the chances given to me.Back then, I never thought I will be able to join them, as part of their team but I did.
See how unimaginable one life could be, when you believe in yourself.

It comes to the time when I had to leave them, the journey. Feels like one door is closing shut but fear not, that mean the other doors open widely.

My dream still goes on, still going strong. Will I ever stop? Nope.
Do I feel sad that these event happen? Yes.
Am I regret? .... Yes and no. No because that's how life is. Certain good things are meant to let go. Yes because I have put too much effort, life and time on the job that I actually losing my life. I failed to attend many wedding invitation of hangouts and such. I wrongly put work over life and family.

Wrong decision often lead to the right one. Don't worry.

Nursing job in middle east country?

Hey everyone.

Its Mokomira. I'm back...and I just want to babble some random topic about nursing job. Nursing profession. A nurse.

It may not sound as huge as doctor but hey I beg ypur pardon, nurse is as amazing as the doctors. Without them, how can you have smooth hospitalization process and treatments. Doctors need them as much as we need doctors and without nurse, I can't imagine.

Still... Often I heard some people belittle with this profession. How sad is that.

I have my little brother who is now taking a Nursing school at PPUM ( Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya ). He make us proud. I remember the day we sent him to the university. And now he's in the second year and soon to finish his study and start his nurse job.

Yep... Male nurse. I think we generally need more and more male nurses. Its a tough job and sometimes male strength are so important and overpower woman nature strength. To boys....don't be shy. This profession is noble.

I used to read an article about job opportunity for nursing in middle east country. Its a huge chances and most of the hospitals are open for foreigner nurses. It will be tough living in the country which is different from hometown but if you are up for challenge and sucker for experience, go for it.!!

The salary currently if I'm not mistaken are RM15000 basic but this is not confirm. I jist reshared from what I've read from an interview with ex Middle east nurse with local magazine.

Imagine... Basic are just basic. The other accomodation some more. Whewww..
So for those who are young wild and free (lol) go and give a try. I always think that living abroad is interesting. Wallahualam.


What do you think?





-mokomira-